Monday, May 14, 2012

Out played

I went all in and lost. I Lost it all. 

In hindsight, it was a pretty poor bet. But the game was dragging on, I let my guard down, I got caught up in the moment. I don't know.  I wish I had set up better hedges. I wish a lot of things. I wish going for broke didn't mean ending up broken. I wish the breaking process wasn't so messy and disorienting. 

breath. I can't remember the last time I had to tell myself that. breath. god just breath. in. out. in. out.


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